Archive for the ‘Crushing’ Category

How I love

October 17, 2007

How I love sitting there watching you eat my lunch,

When you decided yours was too well done,

I offered mine in it’s place,

But now, you are staring at mine like it’s an offence,

Even though it was in much better shape,

So for my efforts, neither of us get to enjoy our lunch,

It doesn’t make you happy,

It just makes you the same,

You expect these kind gestures,

But aren’t happy when they aren’t perfect,

You need everything right all the time,

It drives me to despair……But that’s why I love you.

I Hate This

September 28, 2007

I hate this crush

This rush of falling

It comes every morning

To batter me down

It strips my spirit

I cower and fear it

I hate its presence

Its overwhelming presence

I run and hide

Pushing me outside

And then it goes

My life to a close

In Love

August 17, 2007

I fell in Love

In Love by mistake

I fell in Love

My heart was not meant to break

I fell in Love

With your smile

I fell in Love

With you for more than a while

I fell in Love

It was like an addiction

I fell in Love

Addicted to Loving you against my will

I fell in Love

Before I fell ill

I fell in Love

But couldn’t stop destroying your spirit

I fell in Love

A love, but you weren’t meant to fear it

I fell in Love

with an Angel

This work

July 20, 2007

This work, it crushes my soul

Dragging me down

It’s oh so droll

For a glimmer of hope

Within my day

I would give anything

I would pocket my hands and pay

For the hope of something not so bad

That wouldn’t make me quite this sad

Is what pulls me through the years

Kicking and screaming

Pulling me through the tears